This is the thread where we talk about our feelings.

[Stephi_B]

outnumbered, like 50 to 1 at the moment

;)


otherwise better but still quite sick, fukken spring flu! :angry:

[madasacutsnake]

Overwhelmed

[lukkucairi]

I feel as if I am getting a cold, again, after I got over one two weeks ago :mad:

!@#$% air travel

[Frieda]

scared shit

[zero]

therethere now
whatever's up it'll be alright

[Jack Flanders]

numb brain, sore driving muscles. 11 hour drive 750 miles. I waved to Marcus at I-80 and I-77 near Cleveland but I was going 80 MPH so was a blur. no ticket yet!! I- 80 in PA even faster - love it!!! other drivers were even passing me.

[Frieda]

^^ i really hope so



^ 80 isn't that fast? what's the speed limit then?

[lukkucairi]

^ on the east coast the fastest (non turnpike) I've seen is a 65mph limit, standard city limit is 55mph

out here in UT we have an "experimental" stretch of I-15 with an 80mph limit :D

otherwise our speed limits are 65-75 mph, 55 in construction zones

I feel better today, but now my husband is tired and grouchy :p

[lukkucairi]

I feel really sad

I feel confused

I feel intense - is that wrong?

I feel like I won't get very good sleep tonight

feh.

[brightpearl]

I HAT the end of the semester.

[Frieda]

i feel lots of pain because i got my fingers squashed in the motherfcking conveyor belt thing at the cash register of the grocery store

yes those you warn children about not to get too close to

and i also feel annoyed becaseu\ it's hard ti type with my hand wrapped in an enormous amount of bandages.

i did get some neat bandaids at the hospital though, that was nice. a bear and a turtle.




hey, at least it wasn;t another vacuum cleaner accident :rolleyes:

[lukkucairi]

I feel like I need a cuddle

[zero]

... i got my fingers squashed in the motherfcking conveyor belt thing at the cash register of the grocery store



o the bad & negligent grocer - sue his arse!


or maybe you could reach a setteement whereby you receive e.g. FREE! biscuits, peas, brussel sprouts etc. for the rest of yours life

[Frieda]

^this isn't Amerikanistan you know

the health insurance people will sue the store for the medical bills & me missing work related bills and that's that, no FREE! peas or biscuits or bubble gum and i''m not interested in the grocer's arse either, really, no, i can think of better ones

i'm happy with my turtle bandaid and supply of painkillers for now

[zero]

... i'm happy with my turtle bandaid ...

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[Stephi_B]

Kiss on Frieda's turtle and e-hugs for Lukku (till she gets the real thing) :):)

I feel as if wee men are ceaselessly climbing around on the right inner side of my throat (which is a progress, it used to be the whole throat) and they wear spiked boots and have picks with them.... aua! :(

Doc says that the bacteria are gone now (and generally the lab values are superduper excellent), but the virus(es) are still having a party on most of my upper slimeskins.

[Marcus Bales]

o the bad & negligent grocer - sue his arse!


or maybe you could reach a setteement whereby you receive e.g. FREE! biscuits, peas, brussel sprouts etc. for the rest of yours life



The Song against Grocers
G.K. Chesterton

GOD made the wicked Grocer
For a mystery and a sign,
That men might shun the awful shops
And go to inns to dine;
Where the bacon's on the rafter
And the wine is in the wood,
And God that made good laughter
Has seen that they are good.

The evil-hearted Grocer
Would call his mother 'Ma'am,'
And bow at her and bob at her,
Her aged soul to damn,
And rub his horrid hands and ask
What article was next,
Though mortis in articulo
Should be her proper text.

His props are not his children,
But pert lads underpaid,
Who call out 'Cash!' and bang about
To work his wicked trade;
He keeps a lady in a cage
Most cruelly all day
And makes her count and calls her 'Miss'
Until she fades away.

The righteous minds of innkeepers
Induce them now and then
To crack a bottle with a friend
Or treat unmoneyed men,
But who hath seen the Grocer
Treat housemaids to his teas
Or crack a bottle of fish-sauce
Or stand a man a cheese?

He sells us sands of Araby
As sugar for cash down;
He sweeps his shop and sells the dust
The purest salt in town,
He crams with cans of poisoned meat
The subjects of the King,
And when they die by thousands
Why, he laughs like anything.

The wicked Grocer groces
In spirits and in wine,
Not frankly and in fellowship
As men in inns do dine;
But packed with soap and sardines
And carried off by grooms,
For to be snatched by Duchesses
And drunk in dressing-rooms.

The hell-instructed Grocer
Has a temple made of tin,
And the ruin of good innkeepers
Is loudly urged therein;
But now the sands are running out
From sugar of a sort,
The Grocer trembles; for his time,
Just like his weight, is short.

[lukkucairi]

I feel like I ate too much leftover shepherd's pie for breakfast...

...eeeauuuurgh...

[lukkucairi]

Kiss on Frieda's turtle and e-hugs for Lukku (till she gets the real thing) :):)

I feel as if wee men are ceaselessly climbing around on the right inner side of my throat (which is a progress, it used to be the whole throat) and they wear spiked boots and have picks with them.... aua! :(

Doc says that the bacteria are gone now (and generally the lab values are superduper excellent), but the virus(es) are still having a party on most of my upper slimeskins.

feel better soon!

slimeskin men are no good. I have had many visits from them this year.

I like your vowelicious expression of pain though - aua! - I may capture it and use it for my own purposes ;)

[Stephi_B]

Thank you!! :):)

(I tell my lil throat climbers they shall pick up yours and go for a neverending search of the Holy Throat which is said to be buried beneath the Antarctic ice)

Of course you can have my 'aua!' :) We all use these vowels here (in a way that 'ou' as in 'out' meets a common 'a'), so I can easily borrow from someone who is painless or try out un-French pronounced 'oui!' (oh-oo-ee) for a change ;)

[Brynn]

Droopy, achy, feverish, sore throat. I want my mother.

[Frieda]

what's this, a misery pandemic??

hope everybody feels better soon! :) :)

[Brynn]

Thanks - just a little touch of Hamthrax, nothing to worry about...

[lukkucairi]

I feel dangerously happy

[brightpearl]

I'm thinking of not going to my church for a while and feel very sad about it.
:(

:( :( :(

[lukkucairi]

^ I feel like you should do what you feel like doing and try not to feel too bad about feeling your feelings!

[Stephi_B]

I'm thinking of not going to my church for a while and feel very sad about it.
:(

:( :( :(

Am sure you can explain your reverend/pastor/priest/minister and dear+close fellow church members your reasons (if not you'd need a different church anyway!) and mayhap meet them 'in private'. Until things are different go someplace else where people believe and you feel good. Can be another confession or even faith. And/or in a minimal scenario you only need two others - "where there are three people gathered in my name..."

:)



I feel my immune system kicking some ass in there; this Esberitox is some cool stuff :) I have SUCH lymph glands and all my slime skins are finally healing :):):):)

[lukkucairi]

I can feel a little carpal tunnel inflammation coming on...

[brightpearl]

^^Well, I've explained my reasons and have been asking for more help running things. The situation is a little unusual in terms of the organizational structure. It's not really a crisis of faith, and I still make my home observances...I've just been in a leadership position there (which I tried to refuse but no one else would do it, hahaha), and I don't think I represent the group well. I was only asked because I've been there longer than anyone else currently in attendance. In addition, they are asking more from me than my present plain ol' human way of being can sustain. It isn't serving anyone well. I am too formal and traditional...in a way, too foreign...for the group.

It's okay. Another member and I made the decision to accept leadership jointly, and now it seems we've made a joint decision to let it go. We'll let it sink in for a few days to be sure, and then let the others know. They're going to flip out, but if there's a big hole, maybe someone more representative will be spurred to step in.

I may continue to go but not lead, or I may stick with home observance, and just go to special events. Christmas and Easter, so to speak.

It's funny that you mentioned three, Stephi, but I'm not going to explain.
:)

Thanks y'all. Still sad about it, but it'll be okay.

[brightpearl]

in the meantime, this is funny.

Hell to pay. (http://www.cracked.com/article_17333_5-nuns-who-could-kick-your-ass.html)

kinda nsfw btw

[lukkucairi]

I feel like the dogs are better off in the neighbor's yard than in our yard right now

[Frieda]

i just walked past a mirror and realized how much i look like my grandmother. i haven't found a word yet for what i feel but feelings are definitely involved.

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

:mad: After 24 hours of agonising over advantages and disadvantages and carefully selecting my dream holiday on Corfu starting on 20/6 they let me know at the travel agent's that it's sold out. It wasn't on Friday. :mad:

I feel like crying.

[lukkucairi]

I feel incredibly exhausted

[Frieda]

my mom's having surgery tomorrow-- scary :eek: :(

[MoJoRiSin]

^ i wish i could ne there to hold your hand !
will you be at the hospital waiting?
how long are they saying it should take?
what time will she be there?

[lukkucairi]

*hugs* Frieda - got you and your mother in my thoughts

[Frieda]

^&^^ thanks guys :)

she made it through the surgery, we'll get the final results after 10 days. i feel really awful right now :(:(

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

take heart
http://static.squidoo.com/resize/squidoo_images/-1/draft_lens2023832module10194497photo_1215993075liq uid_heart.jpg

[Hyakujo's Fox]

hang in there, frieds!

[Coffee]

/hugs

[Stephi_B]

happy^8 :):):):) for the place is saved :):):):)

[Marcus Bales]

I feel SOOO relieved!

[lukkucairi]

I feel cranky :mad:

in spite of this, I'm managing to be pleasant to others.

wish my mind didn't keep spinning into the negative though - so annoying.

[Marcus Bales]

I feel sleepy.

[lukkucairi]

I feel strongly ambivalent!

[Stephi_B]

relieved! relieved! relieved!

my immune system had/has really only temporarily and locally its tits up and my new and finally competent, interested, nice and cool throat-nose-ear doc will be able to fix me

[Marcus Bales]

relieved! relieved! relieved!

my immune system had/has really only temporarily and locally its tits up and my new and finally competent, interested, nice and cool throat-nose-ear doc will be able to fix me

Okay, let's get her up on the lift, boys. Great. Look at that rust. Well, you'll have that. Flashlight. Ah. Flathead screwdriver. Um. Hmm mm. Torque wrench. Unh! Hammer. <banging sound> 3/4 socket. Ok, 1/2 socket. Yeah, baby. Phillips. No, smaller. That's good. Pry bar. No, thinner. Ah! That's got it. Now we'll be able to see just what's going on here. Wheel the big shop light over and shine it up here. Hey! I see the problem! You've had it switched over to "Evil"! There!

[Stephi_B]

Although I more or less dislike cars, there are situations were being a car would be simpler.... in the category of repairable things, however, I'd prefer to be an old-fashioned toaster or a solar panel on something in space.

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

I don't know how I feel. :confused:

[lukkucairi]

I feel rotten, waiting to find out about mom

[Peregrine]

Concerned. Helpless. Disconnected. In the dark.

[Peregrine]

I'm so tired of sitting around helpless while shit happens around me.

[trisherina]

I'm scared it will be like all those dreams where I see it slipping away because I'm so sure I'll fail that I don't even come close to trying hard enough.

[lukkucairi]

I take mom in for her bronchoscopy in a little less than 2 hrs. I feel a sense of dread for the procedure itself. Still no diagnosis. I feel like I'm living in a bubble.

[Anna]

http://www.knife-depot.com/images/product/5_9873.jpg?

[lukkucairi]

soon enough, I think

[Peregrine]

Relieved.

[brightpearl]

I feel relieved to hear you say that and hope to soon feel relieved to hear Lulu say that...

[lukkucairi]

awful, sorry

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

saddened

[Peregrine]

After recent events, you'd think I'd be grateful for a little monotony. I guess I should be careful what I wish for.

[Peregrine]

I'm tempted to chime in. But I'm loosing my perspicacity.

And besides, if I leave them be, they might just get there on their own.

[Peregrine]

Nope. They're right back where they started.

[lukkucairi]

exhausted, frankly, and overwhelmed

and I badly want to go home

[Frieda]

bloated

[Marcus Bales]

I'm feeling very hungry.

[lukkucairi]

jetlagged!

[lukkucairi]

well, this 4am shit sux :mad:

[Marcus Bales]

Rushed -- I'm feeling rushed this morning.

[xfox]

Anguished, angry, sad for my friend who has a hard road ahead.

[lukkucairi]

overwhelmed

[Marcus Bales]

http://www.n-k-d.co.uk/images/balloon_pop.jpg

Dictionary thread 157k+
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http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c21/coffeespics/stuff/BalloonPOP.jpg

I feel deflated.

[lukkucairi]

^ chaos is 2x as attractive as order ;)

I feel proud. I have installed a ghetto-fabulous air conditioner/ducting system in the basement, and it will be cool down there for the rest of the summer.

[Frieda]

^there really isn't anything as neurotically satisfying as physical labour, is there? :D



well, after cigarettes, zit picking and applying nailpolish of course.

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

:mad:
I've just got an email from the travel agency that the flight to Corfu has been cancelled from our town.
We can get an earlier date, the 2nd instead of the 12th, or we can fly from the capital city on the 12th and get 50 Euros compensation.

I don't know what to do...

I feel cheated, disappointed, blah.

[Jack Flanders]

^ :mad: that really sucks!!! :mad: I know you were really looking forward to the holiday.

[Jack Flanders]

My mom got out of the house yesterday afternoon. My sister and niece had been sitting with her but both left to close windows because of a heavy rain storm. By the time they realized that she had left, a few minutes had passed. They searched the yard and neighborhood to no avail. Marg called the police to inform them of her escape (she's on their Alzheimers list) and after 30 minutes, they had located her safe but very wet. She had walked over 2 miles from home.

I can't even begin to express my feelings about this.

[brightpearl]

^I can't even begin to imagine them.
:(
Well wishes to you Jack.

[lukkucairi]

*hugs* Jacky

[lukkucairi]

not firing on all cylinders

dirty and too tired to shower

the week before the burn :rolleyes:

[Hyakujo's Fox]

driving about in the wee hours, it felt like I was on holidays somewhere or had come just back from holidays. I suppose the only times I get about when the roads are clear and world is quiet and you can just listen to the grip of the tyres on the road and see the lights of the infrastructure carrying on like someone might actually come along and read the advert on the bus stop or ponder the mock hot air balloon over the electrical discounters is when I've just got in on the 5am plane and get that taxi ride across town, or when you're coming in through the dark over somewhere like Singapore and it's that same world of the nightlights. and maybe it's the dew already formed that makes things smell with a kind of mustiness that you'd assumed was how things got to smell when you were'nt there but really is just the smell of the night when you are dreaming. that's how I felt.

[Frieda]

^:)

[brightpearl]

I liked that, too.
I think it slowed my heartrate just to read it.
:)

[Brynn]

I missed you, Hfox.

[Hyakujo's Fox]

:)

[lukkucairi]

annoyed, for no real reason :mad:

[lukkucairi]

Sometimes I read back through my posts in the distrubing dreams thread and wonder if I'm chronicling my own descent into insanity, but then I think...nah :p

I'm feeling really tired and disconnected, and my emotions are really upheaved over my mother. I love her, but she's hard to get along with and she's so far away. When I'm gone for a while she starts planning (and telling me) how she's going to go into hospice and die by herself - not meaning to exclude me per se, but I'm kind of marooned with my entire life seven time zones away and if she chooses to spend her final days that far from me, it's not going to be at all definite that I'll be able to get there in time to see her off.

I know all of this is going to take place at some indeterminate time in the future and that worrying doesn't ever help, but it's pressing down on me now as she's doing less well with the chemo. She will tell you straight up that she's planning to die from this cancer - which is more than a little strange, but what the hell am I supposed to say to that? I think the dream about her and my father roosting like vultures is explicitly connected to this whole thing - and me trying to move so quietly that they don't notice. My father died in 2004. I don't have siblings.

I don't want to be called away from my life, but I love my mother, and I have to go.

I kind of feel like shit.

[Peregrine]

I remember when my mom was taking care of my grandmother. She was actually pretty much alone; her sister is in Ontario, and her brothers had very little to do with the whole thing, except occasionally visit, or voice their opinion. Usually the bulk of the work fell to my mom.

She tried her best not to involve me and my sisters; To her, it was the responsibility of the children, not the grandchildren, to care for the parents. She would only call on us when it was absolutely necessary.

One time when my grandmother was really sick, and my mom was once again the only one doing much of anything, she called me to spend the night at the hospital, because no one else could. She and my dad had already done one night each, and her brothers couldn't do it, for one reason or another. I'd already made up my mind that I'd do it if she asked. So when she asked, I agreed, and she broke down and cried right there on the phone.

My mom had a saying. It's not a hard and fast rule, it's just how things tend to work out. "sons are sons 'till they take a wife, daughters are daughters for the rest of their life". That always left me unsettled. Seeing my mom doing everything she could to keep her mother comfortable in her final years, while the rest of the family screwed off and left it all in her hands...

I decided that when the time came, I wasn't going to leave my sisters alone to do all the work. I decided that I was going to be there as much as possible, the whole way.

But now, one sister's in Halifax, and the other basically fvcked off and only comes around for birthdays and holidays. Luckily, both my parents are in fair health, so those days will be a few years coming. But with things the way they are now, it's looking like I'll be the one left alone to deal with it. A lot can change before then, and hopefully it will.

I've been there before, Lukku, with my mother-in-law, and I've seen both my parents go through it. And I know I'll most likely be there again. It can't be easy, being an only child, and being on the other side of the world. But most of us will face this at one time or another. But you've got friends. You've got family. And even though many of us might not be able to help, as much as we might want to, you are not alone.

[Frieda]

its not easier when youre not in a different timezone. im sorry lukku, *hugs*

[lukkucairi]

thanks guys - I'm feeling better about it this morning

it helped to rant about it though :p

I'm going to give her a call in a few minutes and we can talk this through

[brightpearl]

^How did it go?

[lukkucairi]

^ she sulked at me a bit, but I'm going back on Oct 6th or thereabouts anyway. I suppose she'll sulk at me some more when I get there :p

she's too proud to ask me for help, but when I said I was coming she acted as if it was an oversight of mine that I hadn't thought to come back sooner.

there's no blueprint here, is there? it's all just making it up as you go along, day by day...

[brightpearl]

I am glad you're going. It sounds like it would be difficult to calculate how to get your mom's approval in advance, but you clearly felt like you should go...it seems best that you're shooting for your own approval.

Good job blueprinting.

And thanks for the hugs.

[Frieda]

i feel awful today, this day sucked big blue monkey balls. and i HAT this asthma business. and traffic jams.

[brightpearl]

I'm hoping this will make us all feel a little bit better.
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[Marcus Bales]

I'm glad Max Headroom is back

[lukkucairi]

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much better

[Brynn]

outraged, sad, and working towards really really angry so that I can get back to grateful.

[Marcus Bales]

Still sort of burned-up about the sequin mining company

[xfox]

lol and feeling grumpy that I can't think up anything 1/8th as funny as sequin mining for the QoD

[lukkucairi]

so tired!

[funkytuba]

unexplanedly and continuously ravenous

[Max Headroom]

Satiated

[venusupnorth]

AAARRRGGGHHH!

[Hyakujo's Fox]

AAARRRGGGHHH!

that's what we're here for :)

[lukkucairi]

beset by phantoms from the past!

[Brynn]

Still in the weeds, man. Working on it. Wishing someone ill. Wishing that I wasn't. Astonished by the hell people can create for others with so little effort on their part.

[Odbe]

^ Hear hear! :o

[brightpearl]

I feel afraid.
Nothing to do about it I suppose.

[Marcus Bales]

I feel like arranging a saccade -- want to help me with that?

[Jack Flanders]

Sure got the burlaps!!

[lukkucairi]

so so so tired

SO tired

[brightpearl]

Yesterday I was feeling a little bit sorry for myself.
Today I feel okay.

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[lukkucairi]

barfy.

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[Frieda]

i feel lost. someone please explain why pink ribbon is evil and such a huge insult. i am told i should get cancer myself if i don't understand.

[trisherina]

ah, the twitterings of the offenderati

[brightpearl]

^^Oohhhh, Frieda. You didn't deserve that.
:(

No idea what they were on about.
I'm proud of you.

[Bman]

We stayed up late listening to records (real records!) and generally being steeped in our own decisions. Late nights aren't for everyone, but I wish you would try.

[Frieda]

^^ thanky :)

but my question remains-- whats so insulting about pink ribbon :confused:

[Hyakujo's Fox]

This kind of Pink ribbon (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pink_ribbon)?

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

whats so insulting about pink ribbon :confused:

I suppose it's not the pink ribbon that's so insulting, it's just that some people can easily be insulted by anything and everything. Especially by things they don't understand.

It's best not to argue with those people, though. A waste of breath, effort and energy. Let them live by their own wisdom.

[Frieda]

^^ yes that particular pink ribbon

^ yeah you're awfully right. so right it hurts :(

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

Oops. Sorry.

It doesn't apply to people you love. :o

[Brynn]

Ysa Pur's right - I'll add that when people are stressed and grieving, some of them lash out at any random thing at all because they're in pain.
I knew a guy who was at the hospital and had just found out that his new baby son had birth defects. He told me that he became enraged by a nurse who gave his toddler daughter a plastic flower. He was offended that it was plastic.

[Stephi_B]

Oi Frieda :(, sorry to hear about that.... try to forget that thing.
What ribbon was expected? Pitch-black? .... pink is perfect as long as there is still life and will to live in the sick - imo.
But then Brynn is right: ppl can react like that in tough times....

[lukkucairi]

^ pink is a wonderful color. fwk, my HAIR is pink right now. probably not a coincidence, either.

*

I feel frustrated enough to cry today, but stubborn enough not to.

[Odbe]

^I'm delighted to hear that your hair is pink though.

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

http://www.ice-tropic.com/2%20pink%20hearts.jpg

[Stephi_B]

For everyone PINK!

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:):)

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I feel a bit unreal - but that's real good somehow ;)

[lukkucairi]

pink hair:

http://photos-e.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs047.snc3/13440_162427687857_506542857_2829225_1972864_n.jpg

cancer sucks.

[MoJoRiSin]

^ my heart just skipped a beat

i have always know you:)

[xfox]

I feel lucky to know you all. So many things, happy and sad and everything in between. Good thoughts to lukki.

[brightpearl]

You look great, Lulu.
But yes, cancer does suck.

So does the state news today.

:(

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

What are all those baloons up the ceiling?

[lukkucairi]

it was our wedding anniversary party :)

today is difficult. I feel pretty low.

[lukkucairi]

lower still

http://farm1.static.flickr.com/4/9165732_44b9640e54.jpg

[brightpearl]

It's all right...you aren't so low that your friends' hands can't touch you.

[MoJoRiSin]

imagine this only
while you are alone
completely get rid of all of "your friggin stuff" , mild words

completely clean your house from top to bottom
you can call your local church and higher teenages
who will work quickly and efficciently
at the nicest store in your town
buy the most beautiful stationary you can find
and sealing wax
the note says this :
i am a realized being
i am taking a hiatus
this is not a break up
God hates divorce"
leave that on the table
this is just "imagine" mind you!!!

[lukkucairi]

so far, so much better today!

gotta call Mum here in a few minutes though - we'll see how things go after that :p

[Brynn]

I feel anxious and insecure.

[lukkucairi]

^ a nice cup of black tea with goat milk helps

http://www.tching.com/wp-content/images/tea-with-milk.jpg

[Frieda]

dread

eye surgery tomorrow :(

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

^ Oh! :(

http://i.ehow.com/images/GlobalPhoto/Articles/5026330/comfort-main_Full.jpg and http://www.hillbillyhousewife.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2009/03/chocolatechipcookies.jpg

[Frieda]

:):):)

[Jack Flanders]

Here's some Versace's I found on sale for you!!
http://big-sunglasses.net/images/versace_sunglasses_2072B.jpg

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

my left hand hurts :( I don't want it to hurt.

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

gave it a rub, but it refuses to stop hurting

I feel annoyed.

[lukkucairi]

my left hand hurts :( I don't want it to hurt.

soak it in hot water for a while, then cold water, then hot.

if it's RSI try stretching your wrist back and forth and side to side

you can also pinch the pressure point in the webbing between your thumb and index finger - that sometimes works for me

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

Thank you, lukku! :) I've tried the hot-cold-hot thing and it hurts a lot less. I feel happy now :)

I can't remember doing anything with my left hand so it might not be RSI.

Now I'll go soak it a bit more.

[zero]

Now I'll go rub it a bit more only harder this time and for a longer.


excellent idea

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

I like big butts and I cannot lie

*blush* You really shouldn't speak about such things.

[zero]

i know nothing of such matters

[lukkucairi]

I feel like I need a shower

[Stephi_B]

I feel flabbergasted about how I do not feel about it.

I feel that this matter did not flabbergast me for the last time.

I feel I just totally dig the word 'flabbergasted' maybe because(?) it sounds cute and harmless - which someone particular, on the contrary, neither looks, sounds nor (mefeels - strongly, physical even) is like.

I feel big things may move or are already moving.

I feel like I'm now right there where they (will) move.

I feel curious and ready for more.

edit: Oh, and I feel like I could use a rub in the meantime while I smell for changes in the air.

:D:p

[Peregrine]

I feel sympathetic. And reflective.

A dear old friend lost her boyfriend in a work site accident today. She's had a hard enough year as it is, and then this...

I keep thinking back on the shock when I heard the news. And the suddenness of it. Checking Facebook obsessively to see how she's doing. Mostly, I think I feel helpless.

Mortal.

Meditation group is in about half an hour. Definitely going tonight.

[lukkucairi]

^ sorry to hear that, peregrine

[lukkucairi]

I feel SO MUCH BETTER.

[lukkucairi]

oo oo oo oo oo hopping-from-one-foot-to-the-other-impatient

[Marcus Bales]

I feel cozy-comfy

[xfox]

I'm feeling lucky.

[brightpearl]

I feel scared about having to fly tomorrow.

Fortunately, Bman has reminded me to be really really optimistic about things you don't want to do.

[Odbe]

I feel perturbed.

[Frieda]

i feel hungover

[Marcus Bales]

I feel like I'm at work. Hey. Wait a minute. I am at work. Well, that accounts for the resemblance.

[Frieda]

i very strongly feel that i ate too many cherry bonbons

[Frieda]

^way too many. i poop cherry bonbons.

[lukkucairi]

I feel oddly relieved that the zombie apocalypse has recommenced

[brightpearl]

I feel very tired and kind of sad.
But also hopeful that everything will turn out well enough.

[lukkucairi]

I feel sheepish and grateful that I didn't manage to burn the house down this evening when I forgot I left a pot boiling dry on the stove...

[Stephi_B]

I feel:


overwhelmed by "my kids" (two of them hugged me tight on tuesday when we parted at the subway station where they take one direction and me the other; actually they would have taken me to "their cafe" but I had had no time, then.... and well I also was a bit to overwhelmed then, and I still do not know how "far" one can, like, "privately befriend" one's pupils??) - and this morning they welcomed me with yo! and peace! shouts. further they gave me survival tipps for the wild 10th graders (I'll have them tomorrow for the first time) and another girl asked me for good books I could advise her to read to improve her German in a pleasant way - and she gave me real valuable school internal infos (which teachers svck, which are OK, which are fine) and advised me to use my doctor title not only with the younger kids but especially with the other teachers to get their respect :):):):)


pissed off by the freaking prejudices some of my collegues have, one of them (whom I had actually thought semi-OK: about my age, crashed into her last w/e in the club and, as turns out, she's one of the volleyball team mates of one of my mates) seriously(!) asked me whether I still had had my wallet after the kids had hugged me!!!! I answered "come oooon! yes, of course I still had it and all else I had before" and I thought further "....and I had more than I had before they hugged me, you b!tch!" and later on, she, and another one (whom I had thought more than semi-OK, actually) complained about how they not only had to teach them biology but also German vocabularly (yes, it happens to be a school with 90% immigrant kids, the main ethnic groups being Turkish, Kurdish and Arab (i.e. Lebanese and Palestinian, mainly) - get used to that or get the hell outta there, ladies!!!!) :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad:

[Frieda]

i should contain them

my feelings, i mean

[Frieda]

i feel extremely angry with my cousin-- my mom gave him an 85 eoro VIP ticket to top gear live and he forgot about it. upon reminding him, he let me know he couldnt go because he was building the kitchen in his new apt. my mom called him and he said he would call her back before two and he didnt. my mom called him several times but he didnt answer. at 4, he texted her that he wasnt coming. ungrateful bastard. and my mom was looking forward to doing him such a big favor, breaks my heart.

[Marcus Bales]

I'm feeling put-upon by the dog, who is standing here by me on the sofa, whining and pushing my hand with his cold, wet nose, to try to get me to get up and eat breakfast so that he can have my spot on the couch.

[Brynn]

Your dog and my dog should never mate. The puppies would eat all the food, pile on the laundry, use up all the hot water, take over the remote, and never buy gas for the car.
Oh wait, that would be my teenagers.

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

I feel like quitting my job. Again.

[lukkucairi]

I feel all weird

Mum just said goodbye to her sister, Sheila, for what she believes to be the last time. Mum has cancer and Sheila has Alzheimer's.

I don't know how to feel, I guess. Sad.

[Odbe]

I have so much stuff to pack and move, it's making me anxious and even sort of frightened to see it all piling up so fast.

[Marcus Bales]

I feel like clipping my toenails.

[lukkucairi]

laryngitic

[Jack Flanders]

I feel all weird

Mum just said goodbye to her sister, Sheila, for what she believes to be the last time. Mum has cancer and Sheila has Alzheimer's.

I don't know how to feel, I guess. Sad.

I feel all happy 'cause I know your mum is doing better!! :D

[Odbe]

feeling like an uprooted plant

[brightpearl]

I feel like all my feathers are broken.

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

shaky

[Frieda]

^i feel your birthday card is going to arrive late :p

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

^ I'm thinking of postponing this year's birthday a year or so anyway. :p

[trisherina]

I feel it slipping away.

[zero]

trisha,

♫hold on to people ♫that slipping away♫
♫hold on to people ♫that slipping away♫
♫hold on to people ♫that slipping away♫
♫hold on to people ♫that slipping away♫
http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2466/3664270435_28a9212503_m.jpg (http://www.youtube.com/v/j4SquyS44A4&hl)
♫hold on to people ♫that slipping away♫
♫hold on to people ♫that slipping away♫
♫hold on to people ♫that slipping away♫
♫hold on to people ♫that slipping away♫

[lukkucairi]

I feel as if PVC may be the answer!

[Coffee]

i feel that if PVC is not the answer, duct tape just might be.

[madasacutsnake]

feeling like an uprooted plant

Sometimes a good uprooting is what the plant needs. You can put the plant into a better position, in lots of fertiliser, mulch it, and water it. Then the plant will grow up lovely and strong.

</lame metaphor>

[Stephi_B]

i feel like a teenager, verily! :confused: :eek: :o :p ;) :cool: :D

[lukkucairi]

I feel pukey. bleaurgh.

[lukkucairi]

I feel ENRAGED!

They are trying to close the only decent off-leash park in the whole city. GAAAH!

[Coffee]

I feel that I am being just a wee bit paranoid keeping a bit of masking tape covering the built in camera on my laptop. :)

[Marcus Bales]

I feel that I am being just a wee bit paranoid keeping a bit of masking tape covering the built in camera on my laptop. :)

Worse, it isn't working -- for god's sake, put your shirt back on!

[lukkucairi]

so sad, so sad, sometimes she feeeeeels so saaaaaaaad.

[Marcus Bales]

I feel like a corned beef sandwich.

[Odbe]

Be careful what you ask for.

[Marcus Bales]

Ok, now I feel a little creeped-out.

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

I feel as if I had eaten a whole packet of candies.

Wait! Where are all these wrappers from?!

[Frieda]

today and tomorrow are work programme days and there's this dude in my group that's totally annoying. i feel awful because he asked me to be in their group and i didn't dare to say no. another lesson learned the hard way! :(

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

sigh... last time I complained to a friend of mine about annoying colleagues at work she said maybe I needed to learn how to deal with them. I wasn't very grateful for this particular gem of advice.


How long are those work programme days?

[Frieda]

^9 hrs today and 12 hrs tomorrow. with that dude, they feel like a lifetime!

did your friend also tell you how to deal with them?

[Brynn]

I feel like slapping someone silly.

[Jack Flanders]

You go Girl!! I feel I need some silly right now!! ;)

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

^9 hrs today and 12 hrs tomorrow. with that dude, they feel like a lifetime!

did your friend also tell you how to deal with them?

Not anything helpful. Something along the line of loving and respecting them in spite of our differences. :rolleyes: I'm a bit ashamed to say that something happened to my ears after I heard the word love the third time...

[lukkucairi]

Not anything helpful. Something along the line of loving and respecting them in spite of our differences. :rolleyes: I'm a bit ashamed to say that something happened to my ears after I heard the word love the third time...

did they turn into little pink hearts? ;)

[Peregrine]

Perhaps I was a little hasty to accept a promotion.

[Brynn]

My teenagers watch Unbeatable Banzuke every morning before school, where all these hopeful people tackle an impossible physical task. The host says "In these challenges, failure is expected, but it is still disappointing." When a balance is tipped irretrievably on a particular challenge, he shouts in Japanese "Oh! The sparks of failure!" I find it comforting. It makes me happy that they try. When the rare challenger actually accomplishes the task, everyone celebrates collectively, because everyone knows that all those failures contributed to someone's eventual success.

[lukkucairi]

I feel like I need a bath :o

[Peregrine]

Thanks for the vote of confidence, Brynn. Once more unto the breach! :cool:

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

I got you a birthday present, but now I'm worried you won't like it and also I'm worried it'll get damaged on the way.

[Marcus Bales]

I feel like watching Castle.

[Odbe]

somuchtodosomuchtodosomuchtodo

[lukkucairi]

I feel bolshie.

[Brynn]

Thanks for the vote of confidence, Brynn. Once more unto the breach! :cool:

Go dog go!
And now, days later, I am comforted by your confidence, and am reading my own words for reassurance as well as i sit here, camped out right on the razor's edge of my own incompetence. O the sparks of failure!

[Peregrine]

Cool! Glad I could help you help yourself.

[Stephi_B]

i feel warm :)

[Marcus Bales]

I fee very nearly aroused.

[Coffee]

I feel like Thai tonight.

[Jack Flanders]

I feel like I put too much shakey red chilis on my pizza earlier. burp

[Coffee]

I feel let down, abandoned, and heart burned.

(The world's best Thai place was closed and I was forced to have a hamburger and greasy onion rings last night instead :( :( :( )

[lukkucairi]

I feel weird.

[Brynn]

exhausted but happy

[Jack Flanders]

can't tend to my tulips. I'm pissed. :mad:

[lukkucairi]

I feel like it's all going to be alright :)

[Peregrine]

I feel BORED! Next to nothing's happened in the past 2 to 3 weeks, and I've got the sinking sensation that when it does finally happen, we're going to be SCREWED!

[Bman]

I want to put my guitar where my mouth is...

Not that there was ever much mouth to begin with.

[Marcus Bales]

I feel like pork chops.

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

I feel like chopping.

[lukkucairi]

I finally feel like going back to sleep but now it's almost 9am :mad:

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

I feel I've eaten too many gummibeeeaars.

[Bman]

I feel unable to articulate my thoughts in to a decent sentence.

[Stephi_B]

i feel mmmmmm.....!

:)

[brightpearl]

I feel hopeful that I have made a good decision, and relieved things seem to be okay, for the moment....

and I feel happy that Stephi is in a good mood. Does it have to do with a boy? :)

[Stephi_B]

yes, it's a boy-induced mmmmmm...! feeling :D

[Marcus Bales]

I feel jealous!

[Stephi_B]

(^he he :D)

i feel more mmmmmm....! :) and curious - but for the moment i basically feel seepy ;)

[Peregrine]

I was reminded yesterday why I tend to avoid debating on the Internet.

Also, why I stopped debating one particular person altogether.

[Peregrine]

reflective

[lukkucairi]

I feel itchy!

[Marcus Bales]

I just got back from walking the dog in the rain, and I feel wet.

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

I don't feel judgemental today. ;)

[Odbe]

boy-induced mmm

[Marcus Bales]

wife-induced mmm!

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

shaken by the Olympic Games mascots

[YsaPur EsChomuw]

itchy

[Marcus Bales]

incandescent

[Jack Flanders]

shaken by the Olympic Games mascots

WTF were they thinking?? It make's me ill thinking of all the $$$$$ they spent deciding on THAT!! GAH!!