for everyone not here:

wishing you comfort and joy

zen it out, babe.

are you smiling? I am.

I love you all so much and miss you in so many ways; you're a part of me. But I 'm not sure it's even possible any more, so I wish you could just let me go. Wish me well; I wish you well.

^^
You forgot the last part.

A Long-Overdue Message From An Observant In-Law
 

To my sister-in-law:

We've always put up with you because we loved your mother.

Someday, if you dare to brazenly show up to your father's funeral, and you have not made things right, I am instructed to spit in your eye.

I really hope it never comes to that.
Once again you've managed in your absence to stay center stage with your latest unkindnesses. Merry Christmas indeed. Personally, it's been a relief not to have you around.
But if he gives up and commits suicide, you will be sorry on multiple levels.

"Learning disabilty." People have put up with your crap for years because of it, and you've used this excuse brilliantly to bully, intimidate and willfully misunderstand things in order to appear the victim. Your mother knew this and constantly had to defend and apologize for you to people you've hurt. She would be horrified by what you've done in her name. Now that she's gone, let's just finally say what you really are: selfish, psychotic, and stupid as a doorknob. Then maybe we can think on you no more.

happy birthday, beale! :)

wish you were here, by the way. i'd make you a birthday thread :)

dear someone:

pearly would like to have a word with you. pointedly.


love,
your auntie

^thanks auntie. :o

This is for some someone elses, though.

form in the void
void in the form

is it necessary to act
or not?

will you people just log off already? the only reason i'm sitting here is because i can see you're online, which means you can see i'm online, and if i log off now or go idle, you'll know i'm not working. and i'm NOT working. i just don't want YOU to know i'm not working.

so just log off already so i can dispense with the illusion of constructive activity.

^^ mwah, aubs :D

OK look, it's been twelve years, and I need to talk to you. I can hardly remember anything from that time and it's haunting me more and more. You got married and moved to Florida and I'm not sure how to find you. I loved you and I really miss you. I married someone somewhat like you, and sometimes I almost pretend...

So many things I can't remember.

I can't remember the name of the adoption agency or the family in California... sometimes I even forget her name.

Rebecca.

So many questions about her.

please don't jump, show me how to clean a thing and your fancy new bucket. I really want to see the bucket.

Where we leave messages for people not on this board = Where we say what we need to say in real life but don't want to.
And that's okay.

it's a long road.

*hugs*

I'm here.