Instead of talking fast and confidently, (ending with me getting out of the car and into the fresh air and bright sunlight, trembling but alive), instead I believe him and decide to place my dreams in his hands.
He drives me back up the hill to the big empty house, throws me a fancy dress and shows me the make-up. He tells me to put lots of it on. No, more. He tells me we're going to an important party and to do what he says. He gives me a little pill to relax me, and the next several hours are indecipherable from dreams and nightmares. I wake up shivering, naked and beat up on the side of a road. I feel relieved and lucky. I don't know where I am. There are no lights anywhere. The empty highway runs alongside the ocean. Even though it's November, I run into the ocean to hide and cry and wonder how to get back to where I was.
1. While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles.
2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand.
3. Your foot will change direction.