^sorry bout that Lukku. I'm feeling sad too. It has dawned on me that no matter where i decide to live, part of me will feel like it is far away from home. I've always known this "intellectually". I've also experienced the pain of being uprooted from a place quite a few times. This time is different though- there is a simultaneous sense of being at home and away from home.
The descriptive adjectives that come to mind are "bittersweet", "comforting","melancholy".