pfp- thanks for asking, but I actually took the profile off before I had to pay for it. gave me the heebie jeebies.
so I'm back to juggling in public parks, sailing when I can, and general bouncing around- talking to strangers, petting strange dogs and being open to the world- I've had incredible luck with that before. I should just trust it.
and I've decided to foster kittens for a bit. they need a home and I could use a little furball around to keep me grounded. wonderful little conversationalists, even if they are a bit young.