Don't let me pick up that phone...

[sparticle]

It was my goddam diary, and who let you into my house?

[Audreyvgs]

Xaviera Hollander!!!!! It's YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Avalon]

The Happy Hooker! I still have that book around here somewhere.

[sparticle]

Well, I must have been mistaken. I'm rather cranky and certainly no pro, so the Aitch Aitch I ain't.

[Klynne]

Well, I picked up the phone and talked to him again. Afterwards, I cried so hard I threw up. Will I ever learn? Damn me, damn me. Hope you all have a better night than I have had.

[nycwriters]

I'm sorry hon. *hug*

Originally posted by Klynne
Well, I picked up the phone and talked to him again. Afterwards, I cried so hard I threw up. Will I ever learn? Damn me, damn me. Hope you all have a better night than I have had.

you should just block his phone number

[Willow Sylph]

Oh no, Klynne. I'm sorry. You should call one of your good friends now to counter that last bad call.

[Klynne]

Originally posted by nycwriters
I'm sorry hon. *hug*

Thanks. It is so hard dealing with someone that you totally love, and you know that they are "just not right". Oh, well, c'est la vie.

Hug back at you woman.

[Klynne]

Originally posted by Willow Sylph
Oh no, Klynne. I'm sorry. You should call one of your good friends now to counter that last bad call.

Thanks Miss Willow. I will deal with it. I have a good friend sitting here with me. He told me that I am better than that and all that shvt., just like a girlfriend would do....Seriously, I adore him, and he is my sanity during times like this.

[sparticle]

Originally posted by Klynne
Well, I picked up the phone and talked to him again. Afterwards, I cried so hard I threw up. Will I ever learn? Damn me, damn me. Hope you all have a better night than I have had.

You poor sweetie.

I feel for you, I really do. Sometimes it's just so hard to let go, and we think that if we just talk to them one more time it will fix things and it never does. And we promise outselves we will be brave no matter where the conversation goes, but it's not possible when we want so much for them to be people they just aren't.

Don't be rough on yourself. In fact, try to be nice to yourself -- you could use it after such a disappointment. Take good care -- maybe take a bath or have something good to eat, and try to go to bed and get some rest. It will look better in the morning, and every subsequent morning.

*hugs*

[Klynne]

Originally posted by sparticle
You poor sweetie.

I feel for you, I really do. Sometimes it's just so hard to let go, and we think that if we just talk to them one more time it will fix things and it never does. And we promise outselves we will be brave no matter where the conversation goes, but it's not possible when we want so much for them to be people they just aren't.

Don't be rough on yourself. In fact, try to be nice to yourself -- you could use it after such a disappointment. Take good care -- maybe take a bath or have something good to eat, and try to go to bed and get some rest. It will look better in the morning, and every subsequent morning.

*hugs*

Hugs back. Thank you. I will try to do my best at feeling better. You captured exactly what I have been feeling all day. But, I get caught up in being mad at him too. I did not ask for this, but I guess he did not either. Oh, well, I will just have to focus on forgetting him.

[Clytie]

*hugs* Klynne sounds hard to believe but someone better will come along. I was with the guy of my dreams for 6 months until he changed and became the guy of everyones nightmare...it was horrid. I still have this pretty knight in shining armour image of him...even tho hes a jerk. the real knight will show up. Until then..i think yer strong enough to get the dragons