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11-18-2003, 02:57 AM
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monkey
Join Date: Nov 2003
Location: MSP, MIchigan
Posts: 46
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sometimes it feels like im the only one thats really here... like my mind makes everyone up. its kind of a matrix style thing... like, when i go to a place, everyone is just thought up to be there.
or i have this really bad habit of just sitting there, drifting off in my own head of what it would be like to be with someone else. i've been in the same relationship for close to 2 years now, and its like.. "hmm... i wonder how my life would be if i broke up with him and went out with this guy" sometimes i can make up a whole future of me and someone in my head, from the first date, to the day that we break up... pity, i can never see me getting married to anyone. the thought just freaks me out lately... lately meaning this past year.
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