What happens when Becki gets sick?

[beckstra]

She gets pathetic.

Example:

Right before I started feeling ill, my new friend at work, Susan, starts talking about her husband and her kid and how she never gets alone time with her husband. I'm trying to be as understanding as possible. Yadda yadda yadda...then moves on to what things were like before she was married, talking about relationships and different expericences she's had and whatnot. She turnes to me and asks me about my experiences as I'm being very quiet. Well, I've never had any.

"Oh really? How old are you?"

23.

"Oh...and you've never had a relationship?"

No.

"Why's that?"

No one was ever interested.

"Oh."


Move forward to today...

I haven't cried in at least six months or so. Maybe longer. I talk to my friend Tom for a while. I tell him the story about Brad the karaoke guy, and about this Susan story and end up bawling my head off.



I hate sick, pathetic Becki. Also, I hate Becki on pms...but as I am not on pms, I am just sick, right now I hate sick, pathetic Becki.


Validate me.