MY TAKE ON SOME THINGS IN LIFE

[AngelofGOD]

I come here because this is the only place that I can come and write.

I have been researching this man Sean Combs, who has cause such an upoar in my life recently.

I wonder what could this man has done for God the Father to hand me over to him.

Also there is a show that comes on TN called making the band at 10 pm on Thursday. I have watched it two Thursdays. The show has me in stitches. I carefully watch this man Sean combs and I realized he is like God. Loves to test others.
He will be testing me every single day and they will be coming out of nowhere........ I hope he likes to take test like he likes to give them for My Father God has plenty for him also.

I was born with double sevens in my birthday. I came to America and my SSN has double sevens . Whenever God tells me something God confirms it with the number Seven.

When God the Father told me what he will do to this country he confirm this to me the day or so when I was coming out of my car at work, told me to count the birds flying over; I count six and my Lord said count again and I count Seven, and the Lord said this is confirmation to you what I will do. The birds are falling out of the sky by the thousand in Alaska. The dolphins are floating dead on the ocean in Florida like I had seen in my dreams, now the only part of my dream that is left is the bodies of Americans floating dead on the ocean and lying dead on the ships, and an entire state lying dead. I have passed over the state and death was everywhere.


The Lord showed this to me Sunday in Church Ps.33verse 12. America you do not have to help the rest of the world fulfill the book of revelation.

Anyway I saw where Sean Combs did a lot and still does a lot of charity for the children.
He also foot the bill for The Hosea feed the hungry program in Atlanta Ga. He does these things from the heart and this is where God looks and searches a man.

When I saw all the things that he has done and that it came from his heart. I said Father I would be most honored to have the the duty to love,to serve, and to submit to this man for it deeply touched me also.

All along I knew that My Father would not just hand me over to any man even if I came from his ribs.

I had a lot of concerns at the time about Sean Combs.
1. He is a young black man------------------- I run from these type of men.
2. He is rich---------------------------------------- I vanished fromfromsthesed of men----- They tend to worship their money too much.
3. He is a rap star----------------- I will die in that kind of environment------spiritual death.
4. The man did not have a good reputation that I know of.
5. I haven't date a black man in over 12 years.
6. I love the simple laid back life am now living and I don't wish to change that.
7. I love sleeping in my bed by myself.
8. I make my own decision and a lot of the things that I want to do when My Father has nothing for me at the moment. I have a lot of free time on my hands.
9. I am not ready for the life altering experience Sean Combs would bring to my life.


I realized that God the Father cause hihimo buy a house exactly seven miles from where I lived so thats my Father confirmation to me and it was easy to find. You just look for the biggest house on that road and at the time it was painted in black and white. The colors I love to wear. I have this thing with black and white,that is almost weird how he painted his house that way. I saw a lot of myself in Sean Combs, and now I know I was most definitely taken from him. Its as if I am a mirror of this man personality, and you can't lie to us. We see the lie coming. We're just curious how good your going to make the lie look to us. THERE IS ONE LESSON I LEARN ABOUT SEAN COMBS DON'T EVER LIE TO HIM. He can feel and smell a lie.

Yesterday I was in the Grocery store and saw an article in the paper about Mel Gibson and his mistress, and I was curious to read it and while I was flipping I saw a picture of Sean Combs jogging in bBeverlyhills with another person and I was glued to this picture.

I thought since I was taken from his rib then he will love me like he loves himself, and since he is nice to himself; he will be nice to me also, and now here he is jogging, now since he love to work out he will most certainly work me out also. My hands started sweating and I close the paper and left the store with a heavy heart. I still have a pic of Sean jogging in my head. He looks like a tiger ready to spring on its prey.

All kinds of things went through my mind. We get married he will go jogging and come back from jogging and give me a good working out. I know how strong he is, and I said to myself am dead meat. This man will have me as an appetizer and he hasn't even gotten to the main course.

Its not a problem to love and its easy to serve for I have loved and served all my life but submit----------- am not doing well in that area.

I don't think I want help in submitting from Sean Combs.

I can already tell he is going to keep me up many nights. He is going to bring me up to perfection in the bedroom. If Sean was white I would not be so worried but he is a black man and I belong to him. I have never seen anyone and or anything that runs from something they belong to like am running.

If Sean should one day walk with God, God will bring us together. I am tempted to do something to cause him to fall and that way I would be spared,but I cannot do any such thing, it would go worst for me than a normal person for I am an Angel. I cause this man to fall and only heaven knows what my punishment would be, besides I love my Lord so much to displease him.

I wish I had not seen him jogging. I look and I wonder what is so cute about these men. I have uncles and cousins who looked like these men and they go through women like they were coming off the assembly line.

My great grandfather was known to be a famous womanizer. My grandfather I know was a famous womanizer, you could not point on a woman my grandfather hadn't slept with. It was that bad. My grandmother put up with it, she was very understanding,and she never let it bothered her. I think she knew the women couldn't resist him.

All my uncles followed in My grandfather footstep and many of my cousins does the same thing. They aren't familiar with the word commitment. I don't even think they ever heard the word.

would come running crying to me.

I did have a cousin and I guess he fell in love with one of my girlfriend thats the only think I can think that happened for he was the worst of the worst.

She drop in town one day and I took her to see my cousin, and he had a girl in the house. My sister and I didn't know. We force our way in. We thought he had a ton load of cash lying out in the open and once we get in the door we just help ourself to some of it.

We got in and low and behold a girl and my girlfriend looked like she saw a ghost,ran out the door crying; he ran after her trying to explain it wasn't what she saw. I tell you, it floored me to live to see the day my cousin chase a girl. I almost couldn't believe it.
I had to pinched myself to see if this was real.

To make a long story short,she dump him and he has never been the same since that day.
Every time I visit home he would asked me about her. She and I stayed friends for years,and she has not been the same person since that day either.
LOVE CAN SURE DO STRANGE THINGS TO PEOPLE AND I HAVE SEEN IT WITH MY OWN TWO EYES.

When you look at a man look pass his appearance and look at his heart. Look at people the way God looks at people. You need to let Halle Berry tell you how prince charming left her deaf eighty percent in one ear. I bet she doesn't still look at men the same way.

This hard on that many of you have for good looking men, hang out at an abuse shelter and hear some horror stories. Get you a pic of a girl with a black and blue eye,broken jaw bones,and her face three times its normal size, and every time you look at a fine looking man place that picture right next to him,it will cool your heels some.

I knew Eve came from Adam but I had no idea God the Father was still doing that.
When God told me I was this man ribs I said 'Lord it isn't possible".

The Lord took me to another section of heaven and showed me. This is the blueprint that I have of all living things on earth. My Lord showed me the blue print of Sean combs and exactly where he took a rib from his blue print and made me and I was silent then.

When I awake from this dream I was till in shock and I ponder for a week or so about the strange dream that I never even documented the dream and I have had many more dreams of Sean Combs since then.

My whole life will change with Sean Combs. I still cannot see myself with a young strong black man. He carefully study people. He will smell the fear in me. He will know where I am weak and he will surely bring me up to perfection.

I will surely have a problem with submitting.
I can't even see myself sitting in the same room with Sean Combs, I know am the prey here and he is the predator and he will be studying me and the right opportunity to pounce on me.

So if Sean combs has never been married that means he isn't any time soon in any rush to get married which translate that I can put this off forever. I can wait forever.

The sin of fornication is not an area that I'm weak,that I pass with flying colors. its the submitting part thats scaring the living day light out of me. isn't that something,its vice versa with most women.

I can encourage him to wait ten more years,maybe he won't be so robust in the bedroom.

I would be like " baby I encourage you to wait ten more years just to make sure you're doing the right thing.
How I wish the things that I see wasn't true.