Have you ever

[Hermione]

Have you ever felt so miserable that you think you'll never be happy ever again?

Imagine this.. you have been given an opportunity to do something that most people can only dream about doing.. instead of enjoying this experience, you come home everyday and weep. You start to regret things that you could have done in order to be somewhere else. You know you shouldn't be so upset over something like this but you can't help it. Everyone is telling you that things will get better but how do they know? They don't know what it is like to go to a place where you feel so alone and hate every second of it.

"It is just the beginning.. you just have to get used to it"

"It's a big change.. don't worry so much"

I know it is just the beginning and it's a big change, but I don't like feeling like this.

sorry guys.. I just had to put this somewhere..