issues

[SpecialK]

Recently, (a few months ago), I started a new job. About 2 weeks later, my family life turned upside down. While I'm usually a very responsible and headstrong person, I've already missed a shift, and missed a very important meeting. Now I think I'm fired. I've messed up at this job more than I have messed up at anything, and I'm sure that if I try to talk to them about it, they won't give me the time of day. In fact, I forgot both the shift and the meeting. "Forgetting", I know, is NOT a valid excuse. I feel as though I might be depressed, but don't know what to do about it. Now, everything seems to be falling apart. It's 4 in the morning, and I only now realized that I have missed the meeting and may be fired tomorrow. I have to wait until business hours to call. I probably won't get any sleep tonight. If anyone has any advice, I'll be here.