shredded

[agentsmith]

Lyrics by Miya; performed by MUCC

Today as well, his mad thoughts
Will disparage me
I don't understand at all
What's happening to me
He's snatched away from me
Everything I can't replace and everyone I loved
Seems like he hates me
Seems like there's no reason for it either

"Have I said it was a mistake?"
"Isn't there any place for me here?"
You didn't lean even one ear to me - I was a burden to you

Ah, what can I do for someone that never smiled and never felt ashamed?
Ah, what can I do, will I ever be able to open my heart?
Ah, what can I do for someone that never opens their heart?
Ah, what can I do, will I ever be able to cry?

You gave me these wounds that will never vanish
You tore off even my heart to pieces
You've gouged to pulp my healing wounds many times over
I don't even feel pain anymore, I don't feel anything anymore

Today as well, his mad thoughts will disparage me
Today as well, tomorrow as well, and so on and so forth
This "you" inside of me will not vanish
Please, realize it fast
What you've kept on doing to me
Has made me realize that
People are easily able to kill...