Just Say It

07.06 i love you Heather I am sorry for the fact that my parents had so much heart ache..serious loss duinrg my pregnancy & the 4 years that followed. I am sorry that I was not able to be there to help guide them along the loss of 2 children as well as other family sadness. I couldn't I was a baby or toddler. I have always held a disrespect for my Uncles & Aunties as none of them were there to provide support & help for my struggling parents (I am one of 10children) I have held on to anger & resentment towards my relatives I have so many memories & stories that are shaded with dull greys Although I was a child I knew I could see the pain that was inflicted upon them by supposed good Christian' relatives in hindsight there was no acceptance & compassion. I don't like having these negative feels I happily give it away . let it blow forth in the prevailing winds of change. A great post